On Saturday 23rd Feb I lost my best friend, soul-mate, and my future wife. I feel quite comfortable to tell you it was suicide. My emotions are all the place. I'm totally struggling to come to terms with what has happened. Only 2 hours before we were in bed talking and having a laugh about why I can't take normal photos anymore! Vicki went downstairs to watch TV, said goodnight and see you in the morning... which never happened. I neve saw any signs and judging by what eveyone has said on Facebook neither did they. I know she's not reading this but I just want to say "I love you so much and always will. You will never be forgotten. You will always be a huge part of my life xxxxx" Vicki leaves behind three beautiful children...... Betsy, Felix, and Leah.