Blurry, everything is blurry. I can hear a sound in the distance, chatter, wind, waves. This should be comforting, yet it does not comfort me. I'm looking for something. Hold on what am I looking for? Ofcourse my child! Wait, hold on, I have a child? Yes! I do! Lily. Where is she? Why can I not see her? I'll ask this couple, excuse me, have you seen a small girl come past you? no response. Why are they not answering? Excuse me! Excuse me! They cannot hear me. If I could just move closer to them they would hear me. Why can I not move?