I like leak that I did purposely when I burn the film. But this leak I dislike.
It happen when I want to did EBS + DIY Redscale but failed and when I shoot the camera to reach the frame that I want to EBS, I didn’t close the lens tightly with my hand. Maybe that’s the source of the unwanted leak.
It’s really haunted me and I always think about it. I have spent 256 rolls and 90 % of it is expensive slide film.
Seeing million of perfect photo made me dislike a lot of self verdict as failure photo. That’s why I delete a lot of my photo after I upload it at my lomohome.
But this confusing response from lomopeople here made me dig again my thrash box old cliche. So many like for the re-scan photo that I have thrown the cliche before. I really can’t decide it for myself.
Taking photo is never fun anymore. And I never get perfect photo that I really want.
I want more and more. I really want color IR film very much no matter how much the price. But thanks God, after saw amazing photo which taken by expired color negative film, I learn to be patient which is the basic lesson of my religion, Islam, patient have no limit. And I’m try to do that. Wish me luck I can go out from my stressfull illusion of perfection.
written by hervinsyah on 2013-09-09